Random Thoughts.

--Dancing with the Stars last night was awesome!!!! Kirstie Alley was soo good! I hope I can move like that when I am 60 and shaped like a potato---and isn't she good proof that you can be shaped like a potato and gorgeous??

--My car is destroying itself piece by piece. I know it's narcissistic (and crazy) to think my car is falling apart to get away from me, but I kind of do, and it hurts my feelings.

--I don't have my glasses tonight, since they are being fitted with new lenses by the eye doctor. Not being able to see isn't bothering me quite as much as I thought it would. Maybe the world should always be just a bit fuzzy?

--In movies the heroine sitting strategically covered in the bathtub always takes a deep breath and dips her head entirely under the water and looks up, creating artistic, dramatic, symbolic point-of-view shots--think Black Swan. This is stupid. In real life, your bath water is filled with bubbles or soap and that lovely concept of "body filth", who wants to open your eyes when that can rush in? And in real life, water gets in your ears. Kind of ruins the artistry. All in all, not a good idea. Stop endorsing this, actresses/directors!

Finally, been in a Regina Spektor lyric kind of mood:

Fidelity:
i never loved nobody fully
always one foot on the ground
and by protecting my heart truly
i got lost in the sounds
i hear in my mind all of these voices
i hear in my mind all of these words
i hear in my mind all of this music
and it breaks my heart....
suppose i never ever met you
suppose we never fell in love
suppose i never ever let you kiss me so sweet and so so-o-o-o-oft
suppose i never ever saw you
suppose you'd never ever called
suppose i kept on singing love songs
just to break my own fall......
all my friends say that of course it's gonna get better
gonna get better
better (x7)

Eet:
It's like forgetting the words to your favorite song.
You can't believe it; you were always singing along.
It was so easy and the words so sweet.
You can't remember; you try to feel the beat.

Bee-ee-ee-ee-ee-ee-ee-ee-
Eet eet eet.
Ee-ee-ee-ee-ee-ee-
Eet eet eet.

You spend half of your life trying to fall behind.
You're using your headphones to drown out your mind.
It was so easy and the words so sweet.
You can't remember; you try to move your feet.

Ee-ee-ee-ee-ee-ee-ee-
Eet eet eet.
Ee-ee-ee-ee-ee-ee-ee-
Eet eet eet.



Off to bed. Yes, at 8:45. So excited it's not funny!!!

xoxo